Tonight I cried.
I know this post is supposed to be informing you, dear reader, of any progress I’ve made in persuing my goals. That being said, however, I’m almost 100% certain that you’re even more interested in the above statement (which pertains to today…not last week). And so, a brief scurry down the rabbit hole:
Tonight I cried. Not the cry as in “crying out” or shouting but the cry as in “Wah wah, sob sob, sniff sniff (repeat as necessary)”. Even as I write this, the waterworks continue. Let me make one thing perfectly clear at the outset: I’m not crying because some tragedy has occured. I’m…overwhelmed. Overwhelmed in a good way. Tonight, it’s as though God is giving me a “bear-hug” and is pouring out His love on me in a very special and powerful way.
That’s it. That’s all I really wanted to share about tonight. Nothing else really happened that triggered such an outburst of unbounded joy. Oh—Except there was a phone conversation I had with my parents that God is already using to impact my life in HUGE ways. Perhaps that’s what started it all. Hmm…
“We now return you to your regularly scheduled program.”
Sigh. Three days late. And only the second week of the year. Sigh.
I have to confess that, as much as I did last week, I don’t really recall most of it. It seemed to start off slowly and then, without warning, the week vanished. Yeah, I was stunned, too.
Here’s what I do remember:
- I finished reading the books of Leviticus through Deuteronomy in my Bible reading.
- I finished reading my second book of the year: “Reclaiming Surrendered Ground,” by Jim Logan. (That’s 2 down, at least 38 to go.)
- Kevin Kirchner and I made a lot of progress on a web application we’re building.
Here’s what didn’t happen (I know, I’m working on it):
- I didn’t print out those goal posters like I said I was going to.
- I didn’t write this post on time!
- I’m sure there are some other things, but until I start journaling again, I’ll have to rely on memory.
Here’s what I’m going to do this week—what’s left of it:
- Print out those goal posters (and finish creating posters for the rest of my goals).
- Finish reading “You Can Write Children’s Books,” by Tracey E. Dils. (I was supposed to finish reading it today. More on that in next weeks update.)
- Get caught up on my reading in “The Compassionate Samurai,” by Brian Klemmer.
- Update the web application and fix some bugs so that my co-workers can start using it and become superproductive-superhuman-superawesome…llamas? (I guess if you don’t know where I work, you won’t get the joke. I’m a web developer at Classy Llama Studios. There. Now re-read that sentence.) ;)
- (I started this on Monday, but if I had written this post on Sunday as intended, it would have been in this list.) Get started on the “Insanity” workout and meal plan!
It was a packed week, for sure. I just need to come up with a better solution of documenting it for you guys.
One of the things that I’ve noticed over the last couple of weeks has been a shift in priorities from “todos” to relationships. I’ve spent an abnormally large portion of my time just talking to friends and family. I’m usually not so social. Still, it’s been incredible to see God work through those close to me! I absolutely LOVE IT when God allows me to watch Him move in my life. What a true blessing it is and a testiment to the awesome power of the God that I serve. (See, I’m tearing up again. I told you. I’m overwhelmed.)
Oh that your praise, dear God, would ever be on my lips!
Interestingly, semi-switching topics again, I remember thinking to myself last week that so much had happened that I could write a small book! I just wish I could recall everything that took place. There is so much going on in my life right now that I really want to share, but I don’t know where to start. I have so many thoughts that are demanding to be let out that it’s hard to know what to say at all. And so I leave you with this, an encouragement that is meant to encourage me when I read this again in the near future:
Take action. God’s plan and purpose for you may differ from your ideas of what you want to accomplish, but He’s powerful enough to guide you. I’m not suggesting to do whatever you want without thought. I am instead saying this: Do SOMETHING! I found myself, last year, dreaming and hoping and talking. This year, I’m doing. May God be the “lamp unto my feet and the light unto my path”. May I place my focus on Him always and step out on faith to become the man He’s created me to be. May my passion for Him grow everyday and may my life shine with the light and love of Jesus Christ my Savior!